I always hated goodbyes. I generally hate anything that makes me weak. We meet unknown people, make friends share things, share hobbies, share many things and one day – people just disappeared. I feel bad about it.

So I started avoiding things that hurt me. I used to tell myself that if this person leaves me, I would never again meet this guy in my life. I used to avoid last min hugs, goodbyes and tears. I kind of feel bad, but I don’t want to feel for it inside.

A friend of mine once made me remind of that it requires strength to say goodbye to known and loved. And I started facing it and making myself strong and sad.

Hope I get strong. soon.

I blog for meditation



In the start, I had only little motivation to write or read. I get bored if I had to read big, long(lousy) posts. Why do people stretch so long ,. ? don’t we have anything else to do !! So I move on to next post, but did found few posts which I felt worth it and actually inspired me so much I started liking writing. Dear reader, you don’t worry I still don’t want to write long posts. I like to keep it simple :)

One of my friend tells me when does volley ball practice he feel a kind of meditation, just the way I feel writing this post. Dear readers, great writers are not born ! WordPress , bloggers are very cool & good start for free blogging.

Today I feel so great reading my own blog. If you choose to write blogging and I wish you Good Luck else  happy reading and Good day :)

Lost it

Getting over is not so easy for the first time. Never ever experienced before ! It’s not like I am hanging over it, but darn it’s already two years, I have tried to keep myself busy in the start and its also new job so I used to spend most of the time in office.

The moment you think you know a girl, your are wrong. Onion theory, you peel off one layer – another is revealed !!

There is a bit emptiness I feel now – a shallow & hollow place inside me. This thought itself making me feel breath deep,.. I always thought I could just let her go but I never actually felt so,. tried to engage myself all the time &,.. but I did not. I am so much afraid of failure. Now here I am tasting it, never felt so much like this. wow.

I called my sister asking what to do now,.. her break-up story is much worse than mine. She is not like my biological sister,. but she is so much more I could ever ask. When she told me about her story, for weeks I was angry, burning feel inside, feel like kick and urge to do something violent. For myself, now I feel all dried up and lost,.. I feel pity for myself :(


Am I getting old ?

A question that can make you and me to stop for a moment and make me think or a second. Am I getting old ? Everyday morning on my way to office, I see lots of kids going to schools with their friends or with their parents. It feels very good to see them, good or bad my dad is good cop and I did not much time with my dad.

For a fraction of seconds my mind starts showing me pictures of my past to present, as if it’s only one a moment back I was a kid, next moment I was a young boy going to school and now here I am completed my grad and started working in a MNC. I feel a bit shaken and feel a bit of indigestion every time it happens. It’s so feels that my X years of life is being stolen but there are somethings. Nothing in this world is free, everything has a cost which includes even being a good person. My friends, my good – bad – ugly – sad – happy all moments and most important of all my experiences & my part actually counts a lot. It’s not all great stories in my life, I hope it’s the same for many but I do think it’s all is worth it, for this making realise two things.

1. I am not just one day’s god creation. He makes me more everyday. Thank you.
2. I am the outcome of many things, many failures, pain, success and many. I am thankful to be here to think of myself and the ability to understand few things around me.

Age is measured in years, but wise sees you as in terms experiences and understanding you have. As for “getting old” part, there are hundreds of doctors and Psychiatrists who say Age – is a mental maturity.

I believe - “I am a 6 years kid with 60 years wisdom. I am not old or young, I am the best of me – always wise and young.”

If you like this, please drop some comments. Thank you.

Lorem ipsum

“Lorem ipsum” text is derived from sections 1.10.32–3 of Cicero’s De finibus bonorum et malorum (On the Ends of Goods and Evils, or alternatively [About] The Purposes of Good and Evil).[2] The original passage began: Neque porro quisquam est qui dolorem ipsum quia dolor sit amet consectetur adipisci velit (translation: “Neither is there anyone who loves, pursues or desires pain itself because it is pain”).

It is not known exactly when the text acquired its current standard form; it may have been as late as the 1960s. Richard McClintock, a Latin scholar who was the publications director at Hampden-Sydney College in Virginia, discovered the source of the passage sometime before 1982 while searching for instances of the Latin word “consectetur”, rarely used in classical literature.[1][3] The physical source of the Lorem Ipsum text may be the 1914 Loeb Classical Library Edition of the De Finibus, where the Latin text finishes page 34 with “Neque porro quisquam est qui do-” and begins page 36 with “lorem ipsum (et seq.)…”, suggesting that the galley type of that page was scrambled to make the dummy text seen today.

A common form of lorem ipsum reads:

Lorem ipsum dolor sit amet, consectetur adipisicing elit, sed do eiusmod tempor incididunt ut labore et dolore magna aliqua. Ut enim ad minim veniam, quis nostrud exercitation ullamco laboris nisi ut aliquip ex ea commodo consequat. Duis aute irure dolor in reprehenderit in voluptate velit esse cillum dolore eu fugiat nulla pariatur. Excepteur sint occaecat cupidatat non proident, sunt in culpa qui officia deserunt mollit anim id est laborum.

H. Rackham’s 1914 translation – in the aforementioned Loeb Classical Library edition – with the major source of lorem ipsum highlighted:

Section 1.10.32 of “de Finibus Bonorum et Malorum”, written by Cicero in 45 BC

“Sed ut perspiciatis unde omnis iste natus error sit voluptatem accusantium doloremque laudantium, totam rem aperiam, eaque ipsa quae ab illo inventore veritatis et quasi architecto beatae vitae dicta sunt explicabo. Nemo enim ipsam voluptatem quia voluptas sit aspernatur aut odit aut fugit, sed quia consequuntur magni dolores eos qui ratione voluptatem sequi nesciunt. Neque porro quisquam est, qui dolorem ipsum quia dolor sit amet, consectetur, adipisci velit, sed quia non numquam eius modi tempora incidunt ut labore et dolore magnam aliquam quaerat voluptatem. Ut enim ad minima veniam, quis nostrum exercitationem ullam corporis suscipit laboriosam, nisi ut aliquid ex ea commodi consequatur? Quis autem vel eum iure reprehenderit qui in ea voluptate velit esse quam nihil molestiae consequatur, vel illum qui dolorem eum fugiat quo voluptas nulla pariatur?”

“But I must explain to you how all this mistaken idea of denouncing of a pleasure and praising pain was born and I will give you a complete account of the system, and expound the actual teachings of the great explorer of the truth, the master-builder of human happiness. No one rejects, dislikes, or avoids pleasure itself, because it is pleasure, but because those who do not know how to pursue pleasure rationally encounter consequences that are extremely painful. Nor again is there anyone who loves or pursues or desires to obtain pain of itself, because it is pain, but occasionally circumstances occur in which toil and pain can procure him some great pleasure. To take a trivial example, which of us ever undertakes laborious physical exercise, except to obtain some advantage from it? But who has any right to find fault with a man who chooses to enjoy a pleasure that has no annoying consequences, or one who avoids a pain that produces no resultant pleasure?”

“At vero eos et accusamus et iusto odio dignissimos ducimus qui blanditiis praesentium voluptatum deleniti atque corrupti quos dolores et quas molestias excepturi sint occaecati cupiditate non provident, similique sunt in culpa qui officia deserunt mollitia animi, id est laborum et dolorum fuga. Et harum quidem rerum facilis est et expedita distinctio. Nam libero tempore, cum soluta nobis est eligendi optio cumque nihil impedit quo minus id quod maxime placeat facere possimus, omnis voluptas assumenda est, omnis dolor repellendus. Temporibus autem quibusdam et aut officiis debitis aut rerum necessitatibus saepe eveniet ut et voluptates repudiandae sint et molestiae non recusandae. Itaque earum rerum hic tenetur a sapiente delectus, ut aut reiciendis voluptatibus maiores alias consequatur aut perferendis doloribus asperiores repellat.”

“On the other hand, we denounce with righteous indignation and dislike men who are so beguiled and demoralized by the charms of pleasure of the moment, so blinded by desire, that they cannot foresee the pain and trouble that are bound to ensue; and equal blame belongs to those who fail in their duty through weakness of will, which is the same as saying through shrinking from toil and pain. These cases are perfectly simple and easy to distinguish. In a free hour, when our power of choice is untrammeled and when nothing prevents our being able to do what we like best, every pleasure is to be welcomed and every pain avoided. But in certain circumstances and owing to the claims of duty or the obligations of business it will frequently occur that pleasures have to be repudiated and annoyances accepted. The wise man therefore always holds in these matters to this principle of selection: he rejects pleasures to secure other greater pleasures, or else he endures pains to avoid worse pains.”

Often, Lorem Ipsum is used as a simply dummy text in printing & typesetting industry for checking font, detail & touch rather than not to distract by giving simple meaningful text.

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If You Want Something You’ve Never Had


if you want to gain something, you have to pay the price. At many times, price could be yourself and the way to do it is,. Go ALL IN,. just the way Addidas says.

Originally posted on The Better Man Project:


If you want something you’ve never had, you have to become someone you’ve never been. You must rise up to the challenge. And I hope for you, the challenge is so great that you must grow into the person who can accomplish it. I hope the dream is daunting. I hope it scares the hell out of you. I hope you fail. Because in all of this, you give yourself the chance to muster up the courage to grow out of your old shell. You get that fire inside of you. The motivation. The inspiration.

And then you work.


You lose yourself in the work. Don’t stick a toe in it. No, cannonball into it. Love it. Embrace it. Smother it. Give it everything you have. Because in your work, a work you love, love is shown in the final product itself. Show it to the world.

Fear not. Not…

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